I am so fucking scared about taking that chance now. Knowing the shit you’ve been through, I’m scared to get hurt anymore. Hearing all of it makes me want to regret it all, but then there is that chance that you changed. I need to know that you have changed or even willing to change. I need to know.

I can honestly talk to you day and night, and never get bored of you. I don’t care if I’m doing something else, I would stop everything just to finish my sentence and hit send. I am able to talk to you about everything and anything. If I have a problem with anything, I would go straight to you and you would let me rant to you. Talking to you is one of those things I look forward to every day. It makes everything worth it.

It’s not even real yet, but I’m smiling like an idiot and I can’t stop.

Do not go telling me that I have to say shit because it’s our thing and we are friends. Yeah right it’s our thing. We are friends, nothing more. Period.

I am honestly tired of bullshit. I rather forget everything, move to another state and just completely restart. Hah, how much I wish I can do that.

You knew that it wouldn’t happen, then why did you lead me on? You made me grow feelings stronger day by day. And just because you didn’t want to hurt me? Because you felt bad? Because you saw me happy? Those were the shitty reasons why you didn’t tell me earlier.I rather be told that nothing was going to happen, then being lead on. I rather be told the truth earlier and not have the thought wandering my mind day and night. Fuck you for leading me on okay.

December has been a shitty ass month

I think my life is complete. My brother got me kimchi crackers.

I’m just going to go cry for a whole month now. ):

JOHNNY CUPCAKES SAID THAT MY COSTUME  WAS REALLY COOL AND HE LIKED IT. ASDFGHJKL; I WAS FREAKING OUT. HE ASKED FOR A PHOTO WITH ME. AND HE REMEMBERED ME FROM LAST TIME AT THE SOHO JUNK FOOD STOP. :D

People are really on a new level of fucked up.

You know Kpop is out of control when your 5th grade brother is singing Gangnam Style and Fantastic Baby

Cleanse your mind, body, and soul. Rid yourself of impurities.

I enjoy using the word fuck in my vocabulary.